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Why am I not surprised... [25 Sep 2010|06:08pm]
That he is so fucking useless when it comes to ANYTHING?
Sex Please!

Decisions.... [12 Aug 2010|07:15pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I'm at a crossroads in my life right now, and I don't know what the right thing to do is.

Sex Please!

Still in shock. [19 Jun 2010|04:57pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

Some guys tried to carjack us (I think that's what they wanted) at gunpoint not even two hours ago.

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Revelations [28 May 2010|12:57pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I like Pokemon games.

It's a guilty pleasure.

What's yours?

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Nabbed offhristopheros. [18 May 2010|10:02pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Ask me a question about any/each of the following topics, no matter how rude, sexual, or confidential:

1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. LiveJournal
7. Something random

Then post this meme in your journal and see what questions you get asked! (Optional).

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Procrastination.... [17 May 2010|09:11pm]
I need to write three essays, like, now...
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I know I shouldn't be thinking about this right now... [10 Apr 2010|03:55pm]
[ mood | horny ]

But I want sex! I am so horny. I haven't gotten any ass in months.

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Sadness... [06 Apr 2010|08:33pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

So, I found out sometime ago that my boyfriend/partner/person I've been living with for the past two years quite possibly cheated on me. I found emails saying he would be in Illinois (a Christmas gift from me to him, so he could see snow for the first time) to a bunch of guys, pictures of him engaging in sexual acts with someone else being sent to other people including ones where the guy shoots all over his butt and then shoves it back in, as well as four male adult websites in which he had profiles soliciting sex.

Keep in mind, now, that ever since we got together he said he didn't bottom because he didn't like that, and as I am not fond of it myself, we've been together... I would guess... no more than 15 times. In two years. Now imagine my surprise when I read the following description in one of the pages:

"Masculine Puerto Rican guy here, also a hardcore bottom who loves to get fucked hard!!! ***** im gonna be on the 20th and 21st in the City Suites Hotel on belmont Ave. near halsted, PS by the time you get to the room there probably someones fucking me in there, you are welcome to join or wait your turn, Looking for Hardcore PNP Room to be notified on the day of the party.*****"

Imagine what time I had being on a cruise with him while knowing this...

When I confronted him yesterday he denied everything, of course. He acted shocked, confused, cried all afternoon long. Claimed he didn't know how those pages came to be since he didn't make them. Claimed someone was trying to set him up.

There's obviously a lot more information and details for me to write about, but as you would imagine, I am simply not in the mood to do so right now.

The "therapy" word was thrown around. I don't know HOW or WHY but I agreed to try it.

I don't know.

I've never felt this much pain in my life.

I just want him to fess up and stop trying to deny it...

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Can anyone tell me? [06 Feb 2010|11:22pm]
[ mood | drained ]

What the difference between giving your all and fighting for your relationship and making a complete ass out of yourself is?

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Class Line-up: [21 Jan 2010|10:57pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

1. Humanistic Studies (Eh)
2. Advanced English (No surprise there)
3. Well-being and Quality of Life (Not thrilled about this class. Still torn between getting it over with now, or dropping and taking it later on when I switch to trimester classes)
4. Precalc (...)

I'm aiming straight A's. We'll see how that goes with the Mr. constantly wanting to go out, and giving me the whole "but you can just study/do your work lateeeer."

Also, totally unrelated... "The Situation" from Jersey Shore... Now, that's what I'm talking about!

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Puerto Rico. International News? [24 Oct 2009|01:46am]

Due to a huge explosion over 24 hours ago in a fuel plant not even 10 miles from my apartment, Puerto Rico is basically in flames. The explosion caused a 2.something quake. People are beint evacuatesd.

And I'm at the movies, watching Law Abiding Citizen for the second time.

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God! [14 Sep 2009|01:57pm]

I want sex so fucking bad. It's all I effin' think about!

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God! [14 Sep 2009|01:57pm]

I want sex so fucking bad. It's all I effin' think about!

Posted via LiveJournal.app.

Sex Please!

... [03 Feb 2009|10:19pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I'm homeless as of this morning. I'm partly to blame. I did my best to be as much of an asshole as I possibly could. I would've probably broken up with me...

Still... I can't help the fact that I'm having mixed feelings about this. It's late at night, and I really miss being there... I miss being in my home and the feeling it gave me.

I suspect it'll be like this for the next couple of weeks... but I know it'll get better. I'll find a new home. I'll be fine... eventually.

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Sayin' Good-bye to '08 [01 Jan 2009|09:48pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Happy New Year's, everyone!

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I"m a mood killer? [20 Dec 2008|12:00am]
I think he was masturbating, and I may have interrupted/spooked him.

Oh, well.
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